Today is mothers day. My mommy 20 mothers day and my 2nd. I am soo grateful for my mom. She is everything I could have asked for in a mother. I love her so much that I'm scared of moving so far away. She's helped me so much throughout my life. It's been so hard and I wouldn't of been able to make it without her. She is my best friend and I tell her everything. I'm so happy I have her. I love you mom sooo much.

I've been a mommy for almost two years. I can't believe I'm actually doing it. I can only hope and try my hardest to be the best mom I can be. I'm always worrying that my past will affect kash. And I don't want it to. But if he is affecting by depression or anxiety or anything, I know that I can help because I have been through so much. I love him so much and would hate for him to go through it, but we can make it together.

On another note, there's only 3 days of work for me at the daycare for the rest of my life. 6 days til we move up to price. And 13 days until I marry the man of my dreams. I cannot wait. I watch wedding shows ALL the time and it makes me want to get married soo much more. I love him so much and I can't imagine my life without him.

Yesterday I had my bridal shower, thank you to all the family and friends that came and for the wonderful gifts. We got so many things that we need and I'm so excited to put them in our house. Thanks again everyone. I love you all!!

And a happy mothers Fay to all the moms and moms to be :)))